Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word

I'm sorry! What else can i say? I write it when i'm so sad. It's so pain & hurt when think bout that. It's hurting me to let it go. Maybe cus we spent to much time together & i know it's no more. I didn't give u on purpose. Can't figure out how u stole my heart. I'm sorry. I wish i can turn back time. IMY & ILY !!

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

:: S.T.R.E.S.S ::

Uh ! What a stressful day. Dunno which one need to settle first. Suddenly so many cases need to follow up, so many installations need to settle by this week, so many things not yet done. I should have them to help me out, but it seems there are so busy settle their things first. How?

Ok, ta pandai nk speaking byk2. ziE ta tau ape yg ade dlm fikiran ziE skrg. Sedih, tension, stress & mcm2 lg. I try to be a positive thinker, tp bila tengok diorg buat keje, mmg ade je bnda yg nk dimarahkan. Nk kata ta bagitau da penat bercakap. Nk2 jenis ziE plak bole ckp non-stop. Agaknya slh ziE yg byk sgt ckp or diorg yg mmg ta paham bahasa.

ziE ingat lg mase 3 bln pertama ziE masuk keje kt sini, hari2 blk keje je nangis. Sedih gler. Diorg ni kebykannye chinese, jd kite lar yg kene sesuaikn diri dgn diorg. Stlh sekian lama, agk bole menyesuaikn diri, ntah mane silapnya, sjrh dl berulang kini. Penat ziE kaji & fikir mane silap ziE. Skrg ziE rase mcm org asing dok kt sini. Ade ape mslh baru cari ziE. Nk minta tolong baru cari ziE, klw ta jenuh kite bercakap, masing2 bole buat ta tau je.

Semoga Tuhan tabahkan hati ziE utk terus bertahan beberapa ketika. At least, ade sorg yg bertanggung-jawab yg bole amek alih ape yg ziE buat skrg. ziE ta minta jd mcm ziE tp at least tau ape yg ziE da buat. Tau mcmane nk handle keje2 ziE skrg. Bg yg ta tau, mungkin npk keje ni mcm senang & sgt remeh, tp bg yg akan merasa tu ziE ucapkan good luck & all the best !

Note: STRESS LA !!

Doa Utk Kekasih ♥

Entry ziE kali ni ziE nk sentuh ttg 1 doa ni. Doa utk Kekasih. ziE dpt doa ni drpd bestfriend ziE. Tp ziE ta tau la die dpt dr mane. Doa tu berbunyi :

Dgn nama Allah yg Maha Pengasih lg Maha Penyanyang
Ya Allah,
Seandainya tlh Engkau catatkan dia milikku tercipta buat-Mu
Satukan hatinya dgn hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami
Agar kemesraan itu abadi...
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku yg Maha Mengasihi
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini ketepian yg sejahtera & abadi,
Maka jodohkanlah kami...
Tetapi Ya Allah,
Seandainya tlh Engkau takdirkan dia bkn milikku
Bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku
Luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku
& peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku yg Maha Mengerti
Berikanlah aku kekuatan menolak bayangannya ke dada langit
Hilang bersama senja yg merah,
Agarku sentiasa tenang walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya
Ya Allah yg Tercinta,
Pohonkanlah aku daya takdir-Mu,
Sesungguhnya apa yg tlh Engkau takdirkn adlh yg terbaik utkku...
Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui segala yg terbaik buat hamba-Mu ini
Ya Allah,
Cukuplah Engkau sahaja yg menjadi pelindungku di dunia & akhirat
Dgrkanlah rintihan dari hamba-Mu yg daif ini...
Jgnlah Engkau biarkanku sendirian di dunia ini mahupun akhirat
Menjuruskan aku ke aras kemaksiatan & kemungkaran
Maka, kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yg beriman
Agar aku & dia sama2 dpt membuka kesejahteraan hidup yg Engkau redhai
& kurniakanlah pdku keturunan yg Soleh & Solehah
Ya Allah,
Berikanlah kami kebahagiaan di dunia & akhirat & peliharalah kami dari azab api neraka...
Amin...Amin...Yarabbal Alamin...

Note : Sesungguhnya 3 benda yg manusia ta tau. Jodoh, Maut & Rezeki.

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Hohoho... Rindunye nk berblog ! Rase mcm da lame gler ta update. Byk je topik yg ziE nk ke tghkn. Tp mse yg ta mengizinkn menterhadkn sesuatu perkara yg ingin di lakukan. Fuhhh lately mmg busy sgt. Hari ni baru lar mcm ta de aktvt. Yela kite ni keje swasta, ni kire ujung bln laa... Lmbt betul nk gj. Haish. Mggu dpn da puasa. Pejam celik je da setaon keje kt sini. Byk suka duka pahit manis yg da dilalui spnjg kt sini. Bkn senang nk hadapi sesuatu kenyataan. Berat mata memandang berat lg bahu memikul.

Slmt hari Isnin & slmt bekerja!

Bandung Trip II

Last month, ziE join company trip to Bandung, Indonesia. Bandung is nice place. Zie nk letak trademark utk Bandung "shop till drop". Hahaha. Sgt seronok ok beshopping ta ingat dunia! Gmba2 plak punye lar byk. Ade beberapa kamera. Jd ziE akn berkongsi 1% gmba2 mase kt sane ok. If nk tengok description gmba sila larikan cursor di gmba tersebut.

Actually, what is more important is, when we go there, we tk care of each other. This is most important part where we can release tension & build tough relationship.

Ade 1 pengalaman pahit bl sampai kt sane. We have 2 trip which is the group is divided by 2. When we reach there we plan to wait for another group arrive but the worse thing is... When they (group 2) reach airport only they know the flight was cancel. WTH la. We bought the ticket since last year. How come can happen like this? I'm so pissed off when i know this thing can happen. Lucky i got buy Indon's number phone. Then we can contact each other. No wonder la i'm not so happy before i go. I keep sms & remind them. I dunno what happen there but what i know is they go complaint & got next morning flight. Even though it was a tired journey for them, i'm sure we spent a good time together.