Love is alive in everyone heart. But, did life is only for seeking love? If u have to choose between love & life, which 1 will u choose?
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Dulu, ziE penah bekerja dgn vendor yg supply software & hardware pd 1 badan kerajaan. Keje tu mmg happening sgt. Mula2 masuk ofis kena key in data je. Bosan la. Slps sebulan keje company provide training utk hanta budak2 keluar outstation. Mase tu takut jgk. Yela, bkn senang tp ape slhnye mencuba. Ehem2. Destinasi pertama yg kami jejaki, Airport Bayan Lepas. Slps smggu stay kt airport, kami bergerak plak ke langkawi. ziE pegi berdua dgn my BFF. Pengalaman berjalan lepas tu memang best la. Lepas 1 location ke location yg lain. Tp kegembiraan tu ta lama. Peristiwa 20 May 2011 ketika semua staff di panggil hanya utk mendengar kabar yg kami di berhentikan. Oh mase 2 rase mcm hilang semuanya.
Alhamdulillah, selepas ta bekerja utk hampir sbln stgh akhirnya kembali bekerja pd 12 July 2011. Setiap tmpt keje tu cabaran die lain2 kn? Mcm tu jgk dgn tmpt keje skrg ni. Mmg hebat dugaan keje kt sini. Dugaan pertama skali tu bl kene bergaul & biasakan diri dgn environment yg kebykn adlh chinese. Dugaan2 lain tu biasalah, tmpt keje baru pengalaman pn baru. Tik Tok, hampir 3 bln keje rase give up. Haish. Tp ntah mcm mane bole lembut hati nk stay lg & kekal sampai skrg.
Back to the title, I found my love here in this company. But this job has no life. Nowadays, when so many people resigning I also almost giving up. Then I ask him, did u still need me here. He answer me, he need sumone that can help him. I assume that is answering my questions. Fyi, he is taken (bf for sumone) but i still love him! Crazy right? After few weeks, I feel that I work so hard bcus of him. Even though sumtime i not manage to settle the problem I still will try to solve it. I work bcus 2 love him without my own life. Now, I'm thinking to leave as I realized his love is not for me. I'm searching for my life but it is impossible to search a new love. Thanks to God give me a chance to know him & to love him. I really appreciate it.
If u read this post keep it in ur mind that... "If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will......forever"
