Rentetan 2o10 > Jan - Jun

2o10 kian melabuhkan tirai. ape yg lepas, tlh berlalu pergi. ape yg berada di depan harus di hadapi dgn tabah. terlalu byk kenangan yg berlabuh dalam lipatan memori tahun 2o10. ade suka, ade duka. baik yg suka atau duka, tetap akn di ingati sampai bila2.

Januari 2o10 - bln jan bff ziE tukar keje. die j0in TM. ramai yg xpercaya kt0rg akn berpisah (keje). mule2 ziE rase sedih gk ngn keputusan yg die buat. tp tu sume tuk mase dpn die. klw die stay kt c0mpany yg gah dl pun lum tentu ag ade mase dpn. dgn xdpt bayaran epf. gj pun kecik. yg best kt c0mpany tu cume kwn2 & life mase kt sane. berblk pd bff ziE. die pun j0in TM, tp stil duk seruma ag. s0, xde lar trase kehilangan. tp pertengahan jan, die kene g kursus kt Terengganu slma sebulan. mase tu rase sunyi jgk. tp xsgke TM pun ade cal ziE. d0rg minta ziE dtg interview. bl ziE pk, ziE timbang, ziE kaji, ziE lebih selesa dgn ape yg ziE ade skrg walaupun ziE tau c0mpany nh xkn bertahan lame. akhir bln, TM stil cal ag tuk bg peluang kedua. tp jwpn ziE stil same, xnk. ramai gk yg marah, & hakikatnye ziE mmg degil.

Februari 2o10 - bln nh plg sedih skali. dpt tau yg bff ziE kene transfer ke ip0h. npknye kes0rangan lar ziE...

Mac 2o10 - Mac adlh bln yg plg gembira skali. byk sbb yg membuatkn ziE rase happy bln nh. tp sume yg gembira tu berlaku akhir bln lar. hehe. ex c0mpany pr0vide training tuk staff. yg ziE ingt training basic SQL & HTML. bg ziE, xmasuk pe pun mase tu. cuma kegembiraan berkumpul bersama2. then, Mak Su slmt melahirkan bayi lelaki yg di beri nama Muhammad Najmi. tp Muhammad Najmi mengalami komplikasi. ziE pun xberapa pasti mase tu. yg ziE tw, dktr dr Hosp BP tlh menghnta Muhammad Najmi ke Hosp Sultanah Aminah, JB tuk di diagnosis (bab ni xgembira ye, malah bersedih tg0k Muhammad Najmi kt wad). beberapa hari di sana, ziE sempat meluangkan mase tuk berjumpa Mak Su sekeluarga serta Pak Ngah sekeluarga. sempat gk menghabiskan mase di Danga Bay dgn Iji, Kak Ai & Mak Ngah.

April 2o10 - ternyata Allah lebih sygkn Muhammad Najmi. tanggal 04/04/10 (19 Rabiulakhir 1431) jam 1608, Muhammad Najmi menghebuskan nafas terakhir. Innalillah... walaupun kedatangannya hanya sementara tuk menjengah ibu & ayah, tp ternyata kesedihan xdpt di bendung oleh seluruh ahli keluarga. dlm kesedihan itu pasti ade hikmah yg menanti. -ALFATIHAH-

May 2o10 - segalanye terjawab di sini. pe yg di takutkan terjadi jua. 2o/05/10, ziE & k.lea ke lowyat cuz k.lea nk beli kamera. kt0rg da survey da kamera tu bberapa hari sblm. mase kt lowyat, dpt sms dr k.net yg berbunyi : "Yan,bdk2 ni kate kte sme dh kne mula wat surat resign.huhu" - 1533 - . mase bce tu agk berdebar2 jgk lar. xlame pas tu, k.hani cal tnye ktne & suh blk 0fis. kami pun bergegas lar blk wlwpun mase tu ujan renyai2. sesampai je kt 0fis sume berkumpul kt bilik meeting. ziE da xberdaya rasenye nk berdiri. mcm musnah sumenye. hihi... mase meeting yg d kendalikan oleh MR ROBERT, ayat yg same d keluarkn. "c0mpany da xmampu nk tanggung...bla bla bla" . uh... ape lg yg b0le di nyatakn? sgt serabut mase tu. pas meeting sume wt surat resign. hanye tggl bberapa 0rg je. hmm... redha lar dgn ape yg berlaku. =.="

Jun 2o10 - terpaksa meninggalkn villa putra. 0wh... sgt sedih. terlalu byk kenangan di villa nh. erm... rase byk plak t/jwb bl menanam anggur nh. xtau ape patut d lakukan. maka bermula lar aktvt baru mncari2 & membelek2 laman2 web yg berkenaan tuk menjual anggur. ade jgk menghadiri bberapa interview, tp nasib belum menyebelahi. da lar menanam anggur, d usir plak dr kediaman. haish. trpaksa membalikkan diri ke kmpg (sementara) hehe. bkn xnk & xde keje kt kmpg tu. bkn gk sbb nk brlagak ngn 0rg tp sbb kgembiraan yg ade kt kL tu yg mbuatkn lgkah ziE masih d sana. 20/06/2010 adlh tarikh berlangsungnye pernikahan yan (c0usin ziE) bersama pasangan yg d cintai.

N0ta: sbb panjang sgt jd terpaksa bersambung... (^.^)

The Reason Why I Love U

• I can be myself when I am with you.


• Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat.


• Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything.


• I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care.


• The fact that you are without a doubt my true soul mate.


• The fact that you are the first and only person I’ve ever loved and the first person who ever truly loved me.


• The amazing way you always seem to be able to read my mind.


• You bring out the best in me.


• Just a sight of you lifts my up spirits.


• You have taught me what it is to love and be loved.


• I can be clumsy and foolish when I am with you, yet know that your love for me will never diminish.


• Your smile is enough to make a dull day seem bright as sun.


• Being in your arms makes me feel like I can never be lost again.


• I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.


• We can talk about everything or nothing--it's always okay with you.


• When you listen, I know you're really listening and not just waiting for your turn to talk.


• I can feel your love, in the warmth of your touch, 'cause it touches my heart and soul.


• You always know just how to spoil me.


• When we're together, time just comes to a halt.


• Your loving gaze is enough to carry me through a long day.


• You're the one who makes happiness happen.


• Because of you, no matter what may come tomorrow, today my life is more complete.


• I want to stay forever with you.


• I just can't imagine being me without you.


• Just a touch...and I lose my heart all over again.


• Whenever I need it most you're there with your all-purpose hugs.


• Ever since you have come into my life, I yearn to come back home and see your lovely smile.


• Your innocence makes me forget all shady things of this world.


• I love the way you get angry whenever I am late; yet wait for me for as long as it takes.


• You have given meaning to my existence.


• You are the only one who can make me smile even in my deepest sorrows.


• I respect the faith you have in me and love you for it.


• I get lost in the depth of your mysterious eyes.


• You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what.


• The way that you always look for and find the positive in everything.

I love you

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

-by BreLane-

Love You, Loving Me

You found me during my time of misery.
You swept me off my feet and saved me.
I never expected you to change my life.
Somehow you made everything all right.

I can't imagine a single day without you.
Yet it seems like you don't have a clue.
You have never judge my mistakes.
And with you it's always give and take.

You make me feel like a fearless child.
With you my dreams run so wild.
We've had our ups and downs.
In the end I know you'll always be around.

I feel like God has answered my prayers.
And I feel like maybe just maybe I'll be OK.
You gave me the power back to love myself.
And the strength to fight another day..

You have no idea how much I love you.
You put a genuine smile on my face.
People can come and go in my life.
But no one can ever take your place.

- by PainOfOne-

-Moody-

Ntah kenapa lately ziE sgt m00dy. tensi0n sgt. then ziE pun xde m00d nk update bl0g. s0rry ye...

Siapa yg Salah??

Mungkin ziE yg salah dlm hal nh. ziE pun xtw. cternye begini.....

suatu mase dulu, ziE penah buat pt time as caterer. mase tu time blaja kt k0lej. yela, nk crik duit lebih tuk nj0y. kt situ ziE ade knal sum0ne. ziE xsuke sgt ngn die wlwpun kt0rg ade gk kuar sesame. ziE ingt ag & ziE tw pasti masih ade beberapa 0rg yg masih ingat. ade skali mamat nh ajk ziE kuar tp ziE xnk. tp die nk jgk jpe ziE. dlm h0stel sblm ziE kuar, ziE menjerit2 sambil guling2 ckp ziE xsuke die. ziE mmg xsuke die!!! ziE xb0le trime die lebih dr s0rg kwn (paham2 jela). 0rgnye xde lar huduh, tp hati ziE yg xnk (cerewet jgk wlwpun xcntk). di ringkaskan cter, kt0rg pun kwn lar. kwn bese ye. sampai ta0n 2009. lame jgk lar kununnye. then, mase ziE 0utstation dl, ziE sj pggl die 'dady'. mmg ziE nh mengade2 nk menguji 0rg tu wlwpun kte xde pape ikatan. TIADA 0k? dlm 3 bln jgk lar merepek dgn die. die pun layankn. pd 1 mlm, mase tu ziE da tid0 tp ziE mmg mudah terjaga dgr bunyi msg yg hanya beep 0nce. rupanye die bg msg yg berbunyi 'dady syg mumy. tp dady ade 0rg laen.' . s0? what can i say? da xde j0d0h kte. xsedih langsung mase tu cuz bkn real pun. mmg selame nh sume tu fake.

after that, we still friends. ziE xsuke lar nk bermusuh2 nh. 0k je bg ziE. xde slh pun. & sampai 1 mase, ziE ade lar msg die. sj nk tnye kabar die. ziE msg tu da kire mlm lar jgk. ziE xtw die da kwen. klw ziE tw, mmg ziE xingin lar nk msg die!!! then, wife die msg ziE marah2. b0le x, jd p0mpuan biar pr0?? selidik dl... ziE da minta maaf da klw ziE salah. 2x plak ziE minta maaf. tp xmungkin tuk kali ketiga kn?? ziE bukan nk runtuhkan rumahtangga k0rg. ziE d0akan k0rg bahgia. tp jgn hina ziE. ziE xsuke.ziE sekadar meluahkn ape yg terbuku wlw xsume. ziE harap bende2 cmnh b0le jd ped0man pd kite sume. ziE sedih bila ade 0rg tuduh ziE nk runtuhkn rumahtangga 0rg laen. ziE bukan jenis 0rg mcm tu. klw pakwe ziE ade p0mpuan laen 1 hari nti pun ziE redha. ape b0le ziE buat, bukan j0d0h kite.

Nota: Cter nh bukan nk malukan sesape cume sekadar renungkan & jadikan iktibar. & nantikn kesinambungan DIA ye... hihi